Me

Why must it always be so painful?
Why must i always suffer all this?
What have i done to deserve all this?
You know how painful it is to watch your other partner watching you go away without a proper goodbye?
You know how much courage is needed to pick myself up once you demolished my hardwork?
I am really feeling very painful?
All that i've done had gone down the drain. All of them.
不管我做了多少
在你眼里永远都有磨灭不掉的瑕丝
是不是我不会爱
试着填满你的心但永远都填不满
这条路由你带领我吧，我累了，什么都不想做
是我的错，错在我太愚笨

Yes, I've just changed the url.
I don't really like my blog being shown to the public, so i am going to make this a bit more private than the previous one.
I've made up a conclusion for this week.
Life sucks, life is not fair, i hate being and IQ low person.
Why is it that people fool around in class and can get good results?
Why is it that I've tried my best and my results is not appealing at all?
Why is it that my temper is always getting the better of me?
Why am i always disappointing her?
What must i do to improve?
Improve what?
Improve my character, my intelligence.
I hate this, i hate being unlucky. I'll tell you why am i unlucky.
Firstly, i quarelled with her 2 times in a week for trivial matters.
Secondly, my scoop broke while i was bathing yesterday.
Thirdly, my restaurant city popularity dropped tremendously for no apparent reasons but it shot up in the end.
Fourth, I will be having extra chem practical next week after focus! WHY?! Because Mdm Jo went to teach the pure sciences during their SPA periods leaving us for our theory and now rushing for practical. Whereas Miss Tan, whom has 2 pure science classes DID NOT asked for any extra practicals!
Fifth, my temper is getting from bad to worse!
WHY AM I SO FREAKING UNLUCKY THIS WEEK!? WHY! WHAT CAN I DO TO ADVERSE IT!?
And..
Why did i do all this to her, i know its hurtful, why did i do all this?
I am sorry, forgive me please.
I had been unreasonable, i promised to change, but my temper always get the better of me, i am sorry. I cannot promise anything now, but i can assure you that i will love you will all my heart.
I love you~
如果你在我身旁
我发誓不让你走
在我的怀抱里
我们一仰望着星星
然后再星星的催眠下
坠入梦境

Disappointing =.=
Yea talking about results
I thought i've done okay in my physics and a maths paper 2
But actually there are mistakes everywhere =.=
Nevermind, 化悲愤为力量！
Next week is a so called doomsday
Prelim results and Mother tongue o level results and O level English oral all happening in one week
Wonderful man
Right, when should i start revising, perhaps when everyone is asleep. Yes, lets do it
Indeed, the momentum is lost because of the break after prelims
如果不是你的款款温柔
还以为真爱只是一个传说

我不知道你感觉得到吗 但我感觉得到 这感觉不对了
谁能教我
教我怎么继续这个旅程
难道不觉得距离更远了吗
我已经累了
我想继续往前走
可是偏偏路上有许多石块 一直绊倒我，使我伤痕累累
但是我知道我必须撑下去，一定要
现在连沟通都有问题，怎么办？

只是很失望

对不起
又是我的错了，让你一再的伤心
老实说
我不知道自己在搞什么
一直以来
我都没发现是我的不成熟是你那么难受
“对不起”
越来越普遍了
说得太多连我自己都麻木了
我真的不想再错下去
我很希望，真的希望，你能够继续包容我的错
回想起那些幼稚的举动，批评
我不禁感到汗颜
现在，这个时刻，我愿意改变，不再让你为我流一滴眼泪
是因为我太爱你

城市的虚荣已淹没我的诚意
一天到头面对的把我拖垮了
谁能教我
该怎么面对这一切
那就让我随风而去

End of the week~ Finally~
Prelim is.. er.. stressful
Or i should say the lesson learned is not to study at the 11th hour =.=
I've never tried waking up early to study
NEVER
But there is always a 1st time and its for Geography =.=
Geography will be so much easier without Human Geography. Totally agree to this statement =.=
A-maths paper 1 was a totally screwed paper =.=
Other papers were managable.. Aiming for all Bs this time round
A- maths paper 2 is coming.. die~
Tomorrow will be a mugging-whole-day-long day
Being able to get a seat in the library and have it all by yourself the whole day is a damn shiok feeling because you dont have to wait for campers to get off their seats
After prelims i will recharge myself and then have to study again =.=
T_T i hate studying..
我存在在你的存在