Monday, November 29, 2010
=(
This is damn demoralising.
This semester is going to be a tough one for me.
Guess I'll have to lower down my expectations.
Thursday, November 25, 2010
I'm starting to care
I had a terrible dinner tonight.
The fact that I got scammed into this dinner pisses me off TOTALLY!
You see, I hate it when people betray my trust or trick me into something I didn't agree to.
I've always hated it and I will not give in to anything like this.
To think you will do such thing. Never even spare a thought for me.
NEXT!
I am starting to care about you already, my friend.
I've mistaken you since years ago, I mean, I don't know what to say to you.
But I will treat you as my close friend, from now on. I'm sorry for what I've thought about you.
I will care more from now on.
I swear.
Sometimes, it really hurts to hear from someone saying that I've changed; I'm caring more for my new friends and ignoring my old friends.
But the thing is that's not the fact, I mean, I treasure ALL my friends, for those who really know me, they'll know I treasure all my friends. Perhaps no one knows me well.
I have to declare, I treasure all my friends, without you guys, I am nothing, honestly man. Sometimes when I see people eating alone, I'll start thinking if I've not met you guys, I'll probably be like them.
I'm sorry if my assignments and projects are holding me back, I will spend more times with you guys, I swear.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Woah
I actually initiated.
曹之在我
Siao eh my 5th album =.= I FINALLY GET TO HEAR HIM SINGING AGAIN!This album is much better than his previous album (I think?)
AHHAHAHA I LIKE 丑角，悲歌王 AND 片尾曲！！！
DAMN NICE LA!
Friday, November 19, 2010
Because of you
AHHHHHHHH WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF
WTFISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WTFISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Thursday, November 18, 2010
170th Post
我有好多疑问
但都没能力把它们从我的口中拖出来
我害怕的东西太多了
也许保持这样的关系会比较恰当
也许这样下去双方都不会受到伤害
也许不闻不问是种解脱
对你的解脱
Sunday, November 14, 2010
忙
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
死穴
太容易坠入爱河。
Saturday, November 6, 2010
No.
The feeling gets stronger everyday.
I want it to stop.
Please.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
我依然没变。你呢？
Wah i tell you hor!
Okay i cant =.=
Its only the 2nd week of sem 2 and im feeling the stress already!
The thing is, i cant seem to understand a thing in Lit class, be it lit theory or intro to lit =.= Damn thats not a good thing
And another thing is that i have short attention span, real short, when lit class starts for about 10-15 mins, my thoughts will start to drift away from the lesson =.=
But the good thing is history class and written comm is understandable HAH!
Im actually the module rep for chinese popular culture
Well im actually dead cause im suppose to get a book for that module but i got a ENGLISH ONE! =.=
This sem is goona be a long sem =.=
寤寐思服
辗转难眠
躺在床上
看着月光
不停地想
我对了吗
我们两个
会快乐吗
我还没变
希望你也依然不变。
Monday, November 1, 2010
Dumb.
I feel really dumb sometimes.
I had a really wonderful friendship with this guy, then i actually screwed it up. He was one of my best friends, or i should say he was the ONLY best friend i ever had because i didn't trust anyone back then. I had to screw it up.
Years later, i almost screwed up a friendship, though this friendship is not as precious as the first one, but i almost screwed it up, hah but i have to admit it was not totally my fault.
And then now, i'm gonna screw a new friendship, stupid me. When will i ever learn not to screw up friendships.
Perhaps its just me being paranoid or i'm just weird.
But come to think of it, i want that friendship back. The first one.
I want to go back to where we were, i hope one day when i wake up, nothing had happened.
BGR as compared to friendship, is totally nothing.
I am willing to give up everything to go back to those days.
And today, no i should say days ago, i screwed up again. Hah, i'm better off alone.
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