Me

今天好平静哦
没什么大事件
华文也没什么需要读的
只是如果以前有多读，多看，多听
我想考试时应该没问题吧
嗯。。。。好吧，就这样吧
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你

愤怒
疲倦
沮丧

光阴似箭，一转眼就九个星期了
没想到就连华语 O 水准 都那么恐怖
很快的，我将会坐在考场。
哇！一想到就怕！
好啦，对自己要有信心嘛。
又不是从来没得过 A。只是现在只有一次机会。
下星期就是最后的冲刺了！要加油！不能辜负自己！
现在我必须认真地对待华语这个科目了。
其实我一路来都很认真地对待 =。=
其实华语不是一天两天就能考好的科目，不是多练习就能考好的
华文的基础必须要很好。
近年来我发现，有很多年轻人都轻视华语，认为华语很老土。
就因为这样，华语程度就越来越差。
就连华语歌曲都被排斥
哈哈，不瞒你们说，我立志要当个小学华文老师。
因为我认为现在实在有太多华文老师都不会教华语
实在是浪费时间
所以我想改革！换朝换代！
好啦，华文也没很难嘛，就只是几个笔画，乱凑，就凑成几个词汇了。
能摆脱寂寞 我什麽都肯给

Suddenly i have the urge to chiong my homework.
Today i chiong all my homework, leaving focus study worksheet untouched.
Maybe one fine day i will finish them all.
Before this Thursday i have to finish all my E-maths focus worksheet.
If not i will get diao again =.=
Maybe because i will be dropping biology which made me so carefree now.
Dont have to think about MEMORISING 22 chapters
Dont have to care if i will pass prelims
Dont have to bother if i will sleep during bio lessons again.
Now i can concentrate more on my other subjects liao~~~~ WEEEEE~
Yea. And 2 more weeks to mother tongue o level.
Tomorrow will be the last week of the boring focus study.
Last time to follow those boring stuff.
Finally. I've been waiting for 9 weeks =.=
命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默

Blogging at this point of time might seem insane.
Because i still have to attend school tomorrow and have to wake up at 6am.
The time now should be 12am and i barely have 5 hours to sleep.
Yea.... But i am used to it.
Ever since sec 3, i have been sleeping at 11+ and 12+ just because of gaming.
Yea, gaming occupied lot of my time last year.
Thinking back, i dont regret it =.=
Haha, maybe you can say that i am be obstinate or whatsoever.
But at least i know i enjoyed it. Some of us, because of studies, have to sacrifice certain stuff.
Maybe sacrificing doesnt seem to be a big problem.
But sacrificing for something you dont like, dont seem to be a cool thing for me.
If you love studying, i got nothing to say.
Yea, Mother "O" level is coming.
My paper 2 standard is dropping. Shit. How can it start to drop at this point of time?!
And paper 2 is the only paper that can help me ace.
Forget about 作文, i never get a good grade.
2 weeks. Yea. I just have to buck up.
And 5 more months to the other papers.
Everything seems to be moving so fast. few more months and i'll leave this school.
I just have to work harder now. CHIONG AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For the sake of my future!!!!!
换沙发换窗帘却换不掉你固执的气味

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

I chanced upon this 2 words. 自己。

这世界，太复杂。人性本善，只是被这世界污染了心灵。
我觉得，我也不例外。
从小，我就很希望自己能够顶天立地，做个好人。
但是我太天真了。这世界把很多人逼到尽头，让他们不得不做出一些违背良心的事。
置之死地而后生。而他们的后生，却要面对自己的过错。
违背自己良心就犹如自己偷过东西后，还欺骗自己东西是自己买的。
没用，罪恶感还是会在心里搁浅着。

说了这一段话不代表本人的人立场，我可没做过违背良心的事。男子汉，顶天立地。
但是我却找不回我自己。。。。
现在看来，我好想一直在失去自己。我不知道从前的我到哪里了。
掉了，跑了，洗掉了，扔掉了。。。。迷失了自己
呵。说起来真真可笑，原来我到现在才知道自己不见了
因为心里有点空，空虚吧。
空虚还带来了朋友，虚荣。
让我变了一个人。

别人看到了可能觉得不怎么样。但真的不会怎么样吗？
物质的享受真的永远填不满虚荣的胃口，永远都填不满。
但是又来了另一个问题，懒惰悄悄跑进来了。
我知道以前的我一到家就做功课，从来不抄袭。
温习，以前根本不是个问题。
现在的我，迷失了方向。
或许永远都找不到回家的路。。。。

Yea, thats what i thought when i came upon this 2 words
But nevermind, life still have to go on
I will find it.
Boring, I rather have school on monday.
I really got nothing to do at home other than homework, read books, study, watch tv, and chat.
Maybe school is more tiring.
Its better than coping yourself at home.

可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

Yea. This week. As usual.
But its getting closer to O level. Especially Mother Tongue.
Maybe i might look strong infront of people but i am afraid i cant get an A1 for Mother Tongue.
You see, i might want to be a chinese teacher in a primary school, hopefully.
If i cant even get an A1, then i dont see why i should carry on being a school teacher.
A2 is not going to satisfy me. Dont even think of a B3 of lower. This will make me 崩溃.
Yea. I thought i am prepared. I hope i am. But 天有不测之风云. Who knows i might just get a B.
Yea i should be positive. I know its just a subject. But this is the one and only subject that i am confident in. Hope i dont disappoint myself and Mr Du.
He is a great teacher. Yes, i am speaking from the bottom of my heart.
I know he is trying his real best to teach us all that he know. And he really is. I have improved tremendously ever since i joined his class.
People may laugh at his english or whatsoever.
But i never. Never did.
Instead, I really 欣赏 him.
Yea, even though my 作文 is always the most disappointing because i never got more than 35 in my 作文. I am always scoring in other categories but not 作文. Yea. And this occupy a high marks in Paper 1.
这一刻最好能更缓慢

Today we went to the library
But before that we had our breakfast at LJS.
Waoh the serving is quite big.
Orange juice was sour =.= Yea i am talking crap.

Then there was this super long queue outside library.
I think they are recording the details of people for dont know what scanning =.=
We thought we reached there early and could get a seat. But we still sat on the ground in the end =.=

Did some work. But slacked most of the time. Haha....
Then walked around library and read books.
At around 1pm+ we went for lunch and then slacked around causeway point.

And we passed by this shop called the multimedia?
Yea and we managed to catch some parts of the movie called wedding game by Fann Wong and Christopher Lee. Yea its funny. REALLY FUNNY. I was laughing like mad in public. And my face turned red ba....

Then we continued slacking around~
Yep. Tomorrow have to pia homework already~
So lazy to do so. But i have to....

Then i will repeat have to repeat the week's history again.
Its like the 7th time i am doing the same thing =.=
Lessons then focus then go home.

因为在乎，所以觉得痛苦

Today is Labour Day.
Oh i should say its called the nothing-to-do day =.=
I fell asleep 3 times today while reading story books.
See how tiring it can get while reading books =.=
But i still manage to finish more than 3/4 of the book. Yea. An Achievement.
When i woke up the 3rd time. Its already 7pm+
So i continued with the normal life i led during the normal Fridays.
But its still freaking bored!
Yea.... Now i am awaiting for the weekly 周公讲鬼 at 12am.
Hope they dont 放我飞机 and continued playing songs again =.=
Yea. But at least i will be going to the library tomorrow.
So i wont feel so bored on my saturday.
拉长了距离 为了是 让你更靠近